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Hello world-
At the moment I'm at work. Its actually my second week, and seeing that no one is really being to responsive to what im offering, I'm a little bit aggravated. Its really frusterating being in a position that is extremely commission based..but In the end when someone is responsive it will be worth it. But as of the moment right now I'm extremely aggravated and feeling pretty negative about the whole situation. On top of that I haven't been as dedicated as I need to to my fiitness regimine.....and I really need to get on top of that:(......I really just neeeded to vent..worry for the negativity.:)
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| LoVe yoU BettER |
[20 Jul 2006|07:04pm] |
Washington Dc was AMAZING~! i loved it...........I've been to a few other countries but i seriously loved a trip amazingly that was in the US!....shocking isnt iT! I met our congressmen....i've met him before but we hung out with him...hes a nice guy and he seems to be doing a lot to help the imperial Valley. I went to the whitehouse...which is so much more than either Amalia and I could've ever imagined:) One little tid bit of advice if you go to DC i highly reccommend seeing the monuments(ie Jefferson...lincoln etc) at night....they look so much more beautiful at night i cant even explain the beauty in it...definetly something you have to see to really appreciate it:) I completely agree with amalias myspace..washington was definently a once in a lifetime experience especially the way we had it..haha VIP all the way thanx to my lovely daddy~! But enough about that:)
Today i have to register for my classes...and this is the first time i have no clue what i want to take....or if i want to take classes everyday but friday..or two days of jam packed schedules...:P ugh it sucks:P not my favorite thing but hopefully this semester ill actually meet some new people:)
This weekend should be a blast Noah's coming up which is always fun:) thats enough for now......love all of you that acutally read this and i hope your summers are all going great:) luvia
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| haha........He's mine |
[23 Jun 2006|01:30pm] |
YOU
i pretend that i dont really care
but deep down inside i wish i was there
i wish i could hold you so tightly in my arms
just so i could keep you away from all those harms
your the only one i think about
and the one i cant live without
i cant believ i let it go
for that i do not know
we both love black and white
and after that i caught the sight
of the love of you leaving me behind
but thats what im trying to find
when we first started going out
i wanted to know what it was all about
i didnt know i was falling inlove
i thank god up above
he sent me a beautiful gift
that i cant bare to lift
after everything we went through this time
you know you will always be mine
i cant find any way for this to be pretend
thats why we will NEVER end
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| to the one i loved...............................thanks alot:( |
[01 Jun 2006|04:00pm] |
Look what youve done to me.
Being so in love with you and youve hurt me badly to a point where I cant breathe anymore The feeling of suffocation overwhelms me knowing that you are not there anymore What did I do wrong? Was it all my fault, because thats is what I feel about this situation
I though you were different... Ive put my all in this relationship and I cant believe you did my this way
I want to forgive and forget, but right now my heart wont let me and I dont know if it ever will
You personally knew the way I feel about infidelity And I thought after giving you a second chance at us, you were going to change to the best of your ability Wanting to believe that there could be a chance of change in the way you are youve only proved to me that Once a Cheater always a Cheater I was blinded by this situation and I didnt want to believe that you were capable of hurting once again
I dont know what I want anymore Im all tangled up in my emotions I love you but hate you I come to find out that you dont know the meaning of a promise cause youve broken your promise I guess promises are better left unmade unless you know the true value of a promise
When we first started talking I closed every door that I had open And now I see what you have done and I regret doing so I sacrificed so much for you; I hurt people that I loved for you and the thought of HOW CAN I BE SO STUPID runs through my mind now we might have fought a lot and I do have to say that Yes, our relationship wasnt great but I still felt as if our relationship had potential You stated that you loved me and that I mean a lot to you but your words are all bullshit to me now
If you love me as much as you said you did then you wouldnt have hurt me like I aint shit Right?
Yeah I probably havent been through as much as you have, but that is still no excuse for you doing what you did know this, I am young and you are too so as much you say you have gone through Ive endured my own experiences and still continue to do so in this world So now because of your own insecurities I must suffer for your pass experiences
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HAhA today was fun...............being awesome friend status helping my buddy michael find a job! two gold stars for me~! today i get to also go see my bestie amalia espericueta in the bomb ass city of LBC! Were going to bJ's which is pretty much my fav! Especiiiiially PIzoooooooooooooooooKiES!!! YAY~! and i really need to go to personal training......im feeling ewwish..and i miss brawley but sadly i wont be home until july................le sigh:(
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| This weekend |
[28 May 2006|03:02pm] |
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This weekend was simply amazing~! For the first time in a long time i had visitors!:) i LOVE LOVE LOVE visitors! Seeing that living in a one bedroom apartment can be beyond lonely! Last night we bought the UFC fight!! which i have to say would have been alot better if Royce Gracie would have won, but at least he didn't lose by a submission! and now im gettin ready to go to San Diego for dinner....and hopefully to convince one of my friends not to go back home, but we'll have to see how that goes! <33333
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| Feelings....... |
[10 Dec 2005|07:06pm] |
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Its all your fault that i can't give anyone a chance, i hope you realize that. Im so afraid that just like you ill make some stupid mistake and the love that i would want would just be gone in a blink of the eye. You always told me i could do anything i put my mind to, do you think you could pretend? and just act like things are perfect?
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| Erin reminded me of movie quotes.... |
[09 Dec 2005|02:45pm] |
MOVIE QUOTES!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes things don't work out, they take their place in your heart and make you a little stronger the next time. (alex and emma)
Like my daddy always used to say,Be optimistic dont ya be grumpy when the road gets bumpy just smile smile smile `n be happy.Dont wear a long face its never in style be optimistic and smile.(Anywhere but here)
Friends - they spend years trying to find you a boyfriend, but the moment you get one, they instantly tell you to dump him!9bridget jones-the edge of reason)
You'll regret it. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but soon and for the rest of your life.(Casablanca)
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| Hush heck yes i love this song..haha |
[21 Nov 2005|05:34pm] |
[7 Aurelius]
Hush baby, wanna let ya know
This is how its gonna go
[beat starts up]
[Chorus - 7 Aurelius]
Hush baby, wanna let ya know
This is how its gonna go
If u wanna come and play
Gotta do it my way
Hush baby, dont talk so much
Just wanna feel ya touch
Everything will be ok
If u do it my way (my way, my way)
Hush baby [echoes]
[Verse 1 - LL Cool J]
U feel so good
Rest of my life i wish i could
Hold u tight and take a flight out the hood
Was i foul or just misunderstood?
Mind-mannered or up to no-good
It really doesnt matter, either way i should
Maximize the moment and hold ya close
Jump in the drop spider and cruise down the coast
Who loved u the most?
I was never ghost
When lives was on the line
Confusion in ya mind
Runnin outta time
Drama of all kind
But theres faith in our mind
We spiritually inclined
Sometimes i flip
Sometimes u flip
Sometimes we wild out and act like lunatics
We movin too fast, the whole world's in a rush
Everybody just hush...
[Chorus x1]
[Verse 2 - LL Cool J]
Its all a test; the pain, the drama
The villa in the bahamas
The highs, the lows
The hoop-t, the Rolls
The money flowin
Certain doors that we go in
The people we meet, the hands that we shake
Whether its Mortans or Sizzla steak
But everything will be okay
[w/ 7 Aurelius] if we do it my way
Cuz i believe in romance
Kissin while ya slow dance
Me bouncin baby? no chance
No matter the circumstance
Whatever it takes gurl, ill swim to France
Cuz ya beauty's unmatched
Such a great catch
Unconditional love, forever we are attatched
Deal with the drama, we can find our way back
With or without the Maybach...
[Chorus x1]
[Verse 3 - LL Cool J]
I can feel ya pain
Like we simese twins connected by our brains
Walkin thru the desert in the ice cold rain
Want u in my life and nothins gonna change
God willin, we still be doin our thang
When my six-pack's faded
Raps outdated
But thats many years from now so dont rush
Little mama just hush...
[Chorus x1]
[7 Aurelius]
Hush baby
Hush hush darling
Hush baby hush hush
Dont talk so much
Wanna feel ya touch
[LL Cool J]
Hush baby hush
Hush baby hush
[7 Aurelius]
Hush baby wanna let ya know... [echoes]
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